"There is still this nagging feeling that something isn't right...that I'm about to get blindsided with D papers, or that this is a test, or an attempt to just keep peace until Armageddon."
Ralphy... You will have that suspicion as long as YOU let yourself have it. You know I speak from experience here. It is something that you can minimize by focusing on all your positives that you have going for you and your happiness plan.
