I agree with all the comments above - I think V is just great!!
^^^^^^^ Loud applause! ^^^^^^
You're going to get through this, V. We will not give up on you.
Bob xoxo
Me:55 yrs/W:51 yrs (has MS) M:14 yrs T:15 yrs No children together--3 each from previous marriages Wife Moved Out: 10/19/14 Wife Filed for Divorce: 10/20/14 Divorce Final: 10/21/15
Karma, there will be no more sweet cycle. I doubt if WH would ever believe it possible anyway. You are right there isn't much can be done except be aware.
Gan, I love the image of the dress, it's interesting many years ago in my hippy shoeless days I had a multilayered white shimmery cheesecloth dress with angel sleeves which I bought from a shop called Biba in London. I spent many hours sewing pearl beads and shimmery sequin butterflies on it. I felt beautiful in that dress. As pale as moonlight with waist length strawberry blonde hair. Oh and I had a braided headband, it was quite the rage.
I have accepted that it will take a long time to heal from this abuse, only I can walk this path and after I stumble a little or divert or feel distress, you have my full permission to walk a while and ease the journey. I understand your concern and difficulty with posting here and am so glad to have such a wise and gentle adventurous guide urging me to heal.
The Lady V thing has always amused me a little, Edz started this and there used to be a puppet show called stingray with a character called Lady P in it, I imagined that to be the slightly humorous Edz style reference. When I read it, it makes me smile. a quirky UK TV series with the catch phrase "thunderbirds are go". I am not an aristocrat more the supermarrionette character in the TV series.
I am truly blessed and surrounded by love here on the board.
Sandi if you are about, I still light the votive for your H and D every day.
As I meditate I think of my DB travellers and their problems, I ask my higher power to guide me.
V
Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW
I don't have much to say on the W.H front. I have cut all connections and I don't see or hear from him which is a great relief.
I am tired and anxious over my fins, so tired and not performing.
Developed an ulcer on my back which will need treatment, guess its my body ridding itself of the poisons it holds on to. I am relieved the ulcer is external not internal.
All of the toxicity I held is coming out of me, I am eating glow and nourish so I guess that is helping. I gave up sugar and today for the first time for one month I ate sweet biscuits. Will be the last I did not feel good on it.
Sleep is poor too, anxiety is high.
Must keep going and working hard, not stopping.
V
Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW
