Thank you desp, I know what my goals are. I am so encouraged by the small changes I've already implemented.

I have always been a pretty optimistic and upbeat and happy person.

Was asked what changed today, are you still getting divorced? I said yep, I finally think I have found acceptance... now to keeep the snowball rolling.

Me:35 W:37; S17 D15 D15 D1 D1
M:9 years T:11
BD 5/2/15
W moved out with her D15 our D1 D1 6/15/16
W filed for divorce 6/19/15
W moved back in 7/11/15