seperated 4 months, its now 9 months, oh and om

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Thanks,

I have read numerous threads, and can see those more clearly than my own. I used to be able to think logically, but for 9 months its been nothing but emotions, emotions that have been buried for a long time. I finally understand the pain I caused my w.
I have come to understand now how much stronger women are than men, they are the true warriors. Its 9 months, I am sober, and I am still here so maybe I am not as weak as I feel.