Ran 1 and 3/4 miles this morning. Did a plank for 60 seconds. Didn't have the strength to do another. I'm going in the right direction physically. A twenty minute workout is also twenty minutes that I don't think about my troubles. For those twenty minutes it all seems like an ancient nightmare and my family is intact and I never had cancer. Then I remove my shirt and see the scars and am reminded that it is all real and I must fight through the pain and rebuild my shattered life. Starting new job Monday and should be plenty busy and distracted.
M:53 W:47 M:15 years. S:18 S's: 30 & 28 from previous marriage. BD: 3/14 Divorced January 17.
