[dejavu2]

Bright - First a comforting arm around your shoulder. I can so relate to the anxiety and over-analysis. I am learning to take a deep breath and focus on the facts which I do know. Try to live in this moment not the what-ifs or future what-ifs. I have been doing some work in mindfulness and meditating which has helped me alot.

True friends from the vacation home, will still be your friends regardless of who H is spending time with. If no one is treating you different at vacation home, please continue that part of your life because you love it!

You are a strong woman who has picked up and continued with life. Don't let his chaos distract your forward momentum.