Hi Pink. I m sorry to hear your down. It's very hard to keep PMA all the time. You are only human and at each step it takes its toll.

I can only remind you how lucky you are with your boys , your family and your job

H was a huge part of your life and my heart tells me he will be again it's just going to take time

Take each day as it comes and turn up tomorrow looking all " selma " and show H what he's losing

Take care. Rd. xx