And, I create problem where there was no problem to begin with. I make things harder for myself by avoiding until there's an issue where I didn't have an issue.
I do see value in looking at the repeating patterns in my life.
Expect perfection. See a myriad of things needing done including things that excite me and tasks I hate. Anxiety builds. Overwhelm. Freeze. Procrastinate. Hate myself. Get up and try harder. Whole cycle starts over.
Story of my life. I want a different story.
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
