The appointment went great, even though my H looked like a 5 year old about to get a shot!
They took blood and he actually talked about being angry and feeling out of sorts. The doc is going to get back the results in a couple of days and then discuss what needs to be done.
He mentioned low T could be a factor. I agree it could be, but I don't know how comfortable I would be with my H running around with higher T and a MLC attitude. LOL!
H is leaving in the morning to go back to work. He knows how nervous I am about him leaving. He is trying everything he can to reassure me that he isn't going to flip the switch on me, but I'm still worried.
H said he was open to looking into some different options to make our relationship stronger. I just need to find the right fit for us. I don't want us to ever be in that dark place again.
We had some good meaningful conversations and he says he is committed our relationship and working with me to transition into the next phase of our marriage but I know this is going to be a process and it doesn't have an easy fix. It will take some effort and willingness to explore different ideas.
My personal goals are to keep GAL and reconnect with the person I use to be. I'm going to keep working on myself and try to be the example of "change" in our relationship.
