Reality is my middle name

[123Gwen]

Not so great. Was on my way with positive thinking and lots of steps towards healing but on Friday had a huge setback. Was moving my oldest into her new apt. And broke my shoulder of my dominant side. Stand a good chance of losing my job because this employer does not view people as human beings. It was a demeaning conversation.

H was selfish and detached. D's said it is about time I quit making excuses. Silver lining is my guilt is gone. It vanished when my shoulder cracked.

Right now I give up. I give in and yes when this shoulder heals I will go on. My daughter said she was impressed I held onto my rose colored glasses all these years. She is right but they are shattered now too.