Journaling...

I'm home, she's home... and she's started packing. She came down to tell me what a bear it's going to be packing and moving. I really couldn't respond other than to nod.

I've also learned she's looking to trade in her car for a newer, more sporty model. None of this feels good. She's plowing into her new life with her new partner, and all the GALing and detaching in the world can't stop it - not that it's supposed to. All I can do is pray and let her go.

Pit in my stomach today...


Me: 46 Her: 41
M: 5.5 yrs / S: 20, 18
3/26 W and I meet OW
BD: 5/2/2015, she takes off ring
W goes to stay with OW 6/26
NC: 9/5 Both moved out: 10/16
I take off my ring and feel... healed: 10/19