In which I'm feeling lost, but will perservere (2)

[Elly4]

So came home from work tonight and H was withdrawn and quiet. He spent the night with our S looking through our camping equipment. I asked if he was okay or wanted to talk. He said no, he was fine. He wasn't but I'm not pursuing.

Now, I'm wondering if he has second thoughts about this weekend, or is he remembering other camping times, or countless other things. I know....no mindreading. It is so darn hard though when you share a house still together Is he wondering what he's going to talk about around the fire too? Or is he wishing that this weekend is just he and our s? I shouldn't offer to stay home though, right? He suggested "us" to go camping. Maybe it had nothing to do with our trip and everything to do with Jupiter again. This is a cheeseless tunnel. Arrghh!