Advice Welcome, separating and W moving out soon..

[jedi]

Hard to believe it's now been 9 days since I've posted. I spent a nice, long 5 day weekend visiting some friends in DC over the 4th which was very enjoyable. It's a city that I've always loved, and right now am toying with moving to when my current lease ends depending on how I'm feeling or where I am in my situation with W.

In other GAL news, I have concerts lined up tomorrow night and Sunday night, and between now and then plan to help my friend with his final packing before he moves next week. May do a bit of clothes shopping this weekend, everything is starting to just not fit well.

On the W front, as per usual, the NC goes for about 4 days before being broken, so I guess nothing new there. This time around I did mention some mail that has piled up here at the house for her and she offered either meeting sometime, or me sending it all to her.

At the moment, I left it at perhaps meeting for lunch sometime next week, but I'm not sure if I should just send it all off and be done with it.

Part of me would really like to see her and catch up, but at the same time I almost don't care to for some reason. It may set me back emotionally to actually see her, or perhaps I'm just really starting to detach. I still wonder what she's doing pretty much every day, but I'm also starting to get to a point where I realize I don't (hell, maybe can't) want to just be friends with her, so that may be another factor in this.

Good thing is I have time to decide what I really want.