Yeah, I need to go back through but I'm not sure if I'm ready to do that right now. Just because I'm sure its going to conjure up some of the feelings that I had at the time.
I will attribute one to you particularly remembering back. You had said something about how I still needed to live my life and not just 'wait' for WW to wake up. It took a couple weeks/months, but slowly I started to see that the purgatory of just waiting was taking a toll on me. I will go back through and see where the changes were, maybe in another month or so.
I also see that the IC that I had was much more getting me through the grief and not necessarily things I needed to 'change' about me. I think she saw that I was comfortable with myself outside of the sitch and just worked on small things that I needed to realize, such that the kids would cope through it, WW didn't want me to save her, etc. This is much different than when I first got there and was pleading with her to figure out what was wrong with me that WW just up and left.
Last edited by MCS; 07/07/1511:45 PM.
M:36 W:37 T: 15 M:11 S6 D5 BD: 8/10/14 IDLY: 8/12/14 S: 8/13/14 (she left, I stayed w/ kids) D Mentioned: 10/15/14 Confronted about OM: 10/15/14 EA: ~4/13 PA: ~10/13 She filed: 8/15 (not final)
