Pink's Journey # 3 - Learning to detach

[Sotto]

Hello Sweetie, I'm sorry you are finding things so tough just now. It's not easy having a mediation meeting just around the corner. But I think the main thing is to get through it and be the person you want to be. Zues posted about his mediation session recently if it would help to read about someone who just went through that...

I think you are showing a lot of courage Pink. You are finding things hard, but you are still facing them and getting through things. We all know that there isn't any other way than through - but, boy it's hard sometimes.

As for the D, I can understand your comment about closure. Maybe it will help you. There will be some grief too I imagine, but you will work through that too as you have worked through everything else. Cali posted on my thread that sometimes sitches just have to go all the way through to D before a S will start to wake up and face what they have done to their lives.

It sounds as though we are in a similar place in that I'm also not sure that I would actually want to be with H again. But I guess that's a moot point right now!! So, it isn't an easy week for you - but there have been worse weeks already and you will get through this one. Take it steady, take care of yourself and keep posting to let us know how things go. I will be thinking of you on Thursday my friend.

Love and best wishes, Toots xxx