Dif ... great post and it warms my heart to read it.
Keep at it, and yeah .. days like that ^^^^ sometimes give us some fuel to keep on our path and continue to do what we are in control of, just remember .. not to high .. not to low, you are the lighthouse and the rock ... you are the strong one, you are the prize.
You planted some serious Jack and the Beanstalk type beans the past few days ... suddenly your W might be really thinking .. "what am I doing" ... this needs time .. time to become "What have I done" and she will need to ask you what she can do, willing to do anything to make the M work .... till then continue to DB your muscular tucus off as you have been, you are doing well.
