You are absolutely right, I have not been working or focusing on myself. I am focused too much on my H.
The issues that my H has with me is the fact that I don't trust him my snooping and try not to be so emotional. Which I am a very emotional person. I don't have a lot friends and the ones that I do have are too busy to go out with me. As far as exercising, I haven't exercised since January, when we separated. I was thinking about joining the gym again. I am sure that will help me a lot.
I do go out once in a while by myself, but I can't seem to enjoy myself so end up back at home.
I want to try paddle boarding so I am going to do that soon. I am excited and scared about that.
