Thanks Fogg, I spoke with a counselor that works at the same rehab she does. He told me I'm doing everything right as far as getting and staying sober and that he has a ton of respect for how I've handled everything. Said he couldn't ask for anything more on my end. I'm hoping (detachedly) that this means she feels the same way. They talk, they work together, so she knows the work I've put into this if he does.
If there's an X-factor and she just wants to be with someone else - there's nothing I can do about that now. At least I know I've done everything in my power to build myself into the man that any woman would be happy to be with, let alone my W.
M 39 W 36 T5 M3 BD - 1/15 Separated - Same Day Served 9/15 D finalized 6/17