Hey Im new here and Im going through the same thing. Im on this roller coaster ride that its driving me crazy, its has been only two months and I feel like its been years, I've been very weak, Some times I use the excuse of asking about my daughter so I can talk to her, usually she just says "she is fine" and thats it, other times she will text a lil more and talk about random stuff, it drives me crazy that she is stronger than me and she wont text or ask or wonder anything about me, I'm doing the same thing and trying to be discipline but some times she does stuff that gives me hope and the some days I wont hear from her at all and I lose all the hope.. Right now I'm just confused but trying my best to GAL.. I feel u pain and specially if u have to see her everyday. but U have to stay strong and be indifferent just like it hurts us its must hurt them too. if u have any advice that can help me avoid making mistakes it will be great since u have been in this ride longer than me..
