Recovery from cancer and separation

[shotgun]

Thank you asitis. I do have an IC. Not sure where I would be without her. A lot of what I have done in there involves the cancer. She has also helped me to recognize that W is just not into our M at this point. Hard medicine to swallow. I guess I'm like a lot of people here trying to hang on and hope for the best. So much of what Michele has written in DB and DR are effective in drawing W back to me but perhaps there has just been too much water under the bridge.