WW/WAW Looking for advice from the pros (Sandi)

[mahhhty]

Prowl.... I don't completely understand bc I'm not you with those experiences and your life. But I recognize many similarities to some of your feelings, which I've had or still have.

First, this is tough perhaps one of the most painful things ever, it is okay to ask for help. Friends, family or a professional. Please reach out to someone to talk. I went to a therapist for 11 weeks, some of those double sessions. I had to pack in my pride, but it helped me beyond Words.

Second, you stated a bunch of things you don't want.... What do you want? Do you want to walk your daughter down the isle? Do you want to see your boys through happy marriages with kids of their own? They need you. You are their only father. You alone will only ever be there father. They deserve the best father you can be. Continue to try for them.