I don't want to face the day when I have to see her with someone else. I don't want to have to work in the environment I work in any longer because she is taking half of my retirement and now I won't be able to afford to retire! I don't want to watch another man be more of an influence on my children because he gets to spend more time with them... I don't want to go back to my lonely, crap hole apartment. I don't want another holiday to pass where I spend it alone. I've done this alone thing for so long and i've come to the conclusion that i'm just not a person others want to keep around. Maybe it's my lack of social skills. Maybe it's my recluse/introvert personality that protects my heart from being hurt again. Whatever it is people don't keep me around.
BD Oct 2014 S Dec 2014 D filed Feb 20, 2015 D on hold as money ran out for attorneys and the marital home's future is up in the air
