Prowl, we've all been there. I urge you to reach out to someone. A crisis hotline, a pastor or priest will talk with you (even if you're not a religious person, they can help). Please understand that these feelings will pass. Don't let your W decide what your worth is.

We have your back, buddy. Keep posting.

Me: 34
W: 30
Together: 11 years
Married: 4 years
BD: 4/2014
A Discovered: 5/2014
WW Filed: 7/2014
Separated: 8/2014
Divorced: 10/2015