Too late. The lunch went fine including our conversation about our relationship. I made some points and he agreed. However, he did say something that really hurt me, but I did not cry or anything. I just sit there. He told he didnt have the spark for me anymore and he feels empty inside, like a black hole. Is he say that he doesn't love me anymore? I dont have the spark for him right now, but I do love him very. I did tell him that this didn't happen overnight and I dont expect to fix it overnight. But we have to start somewhere.
He told he was still confused and still did not know what he wants. So, I am going dark unless it's about our D.
So now I need to start planning some activities for myself and take advantage of it.
