hold on! - 10

[u-turn]

Thanks for your warm words V - they always help.
I too lost a long post that I was trying to write yesterday - poof gone - dead battery - probably for the best.

As far as motivation, to be honest, I was tired of letting more people down and being dragged down by that. It was a terrible cycle that I couldn't break free of.

I am still quite distracted at times (this forum does not exactly help with that - I find myself getting lost reading everyone's story) so I do limit my time here.

At some point I realized that there is nothing I can do about my M situation - nothing. and especially nothing at the time I should be working.

It really is all about taking the first step.

Doing a good, thorough job, being creative, making people happy with the product they are getting; all this helps my PMA which in turn helps my motivation to do more.

I am getting on track - but not nearly there yet.

THINGS ARE UNFOLDING

Thanks Vanilla