Toots,

I know I did a lot of backsliding last night and I let me emotions get the best of me. Everything that you highlighted I knew it was wrong as soon as it came out of my mouth.

I was doing great this past week until he called and invited us to dinner with his family. My gut told me not to go, but I was told he was reaching out and then I should go. I guess I need to listen to my gut more.

And you are right, he is not ready.

Thank you for replying. I really appreciate it.

H: 49
W: 47
D: 6
M: 6 1/2 yrs
H: Bomb #1 6-2010
H: Bomb #2 7-2011
H: Separated: 7-11-11
Reconciling 2-2012
Separated: 1-31-15 (I asked him to move out)