I'm sorry your H is still causing you trauma. He most certainly is addicted to V and causing you problems. What a nightmare you are trapped in.
Your H will have to find someone else to abuse soon. Once he realizes that he can't get his fix from you he will inevitably have to move on, I've seen this numerous times with stalking and obsession cases. Your full dark NC rule is perfect. Eventually his attention will shift. Prepare yourself to wait out this storm and it will pass.
No sugar and alcohol sounds like a great start to your own physical strength. Put as many eggs into that self care basket as you can right now.
You are in my prayers and thoughts V. Today is Independence Day here in the states and I pray for yours. It will come. Hang tough V.
Much love, PP
M 39 W 36 T5 M3 BD - 1/15 Separated - Same Day Served 9/15 D finalized 6/17
