Well I have been making baby steps. H called me Honey and baby today for a change. he always use to call me that. I brought him a piece of strawberry shortcake as just a little gift of love. He was sooooo surprised. His cell phone rang and he didn't anwser.My 180 didn't ask who it was. I felt sad @ 1st because I wanted to know why he rejected a call when he was with me but I felt strong once I realized how big it made me feel to semm at least like i don't care who is calling. Probably made him say he she not worried about me anymore? He denies OW and i don't have proof so I will take his word until i have a reason not to.