Ugh... the housing situation I was hoping would work out fell through today. This makes me feel so much more uneasy than I already felt.

Trying to trust in God, but it's lonely here today, I have no plans till this evening, and even those plans aren't very exciting.

Fighting depression today big time for sure...

Me: 46 Her: 41
M: 5.5 yrs / S: 20, 18
3/26 W and I meet OW
BD: 5/2/2015, she takes off ring
W goes to stay with OW 6/26
NC: 9/5 Both moved out: 10/16
I take off my ring and feel... healed: 10/19