Yep. He's gone. He made a big damm deal about deleting me after I had already made it clear I was cutting our ties. Whatever.
So, yesterday, D12 was telling me how lonely she is. I've reached to umpteen homeschool groups. It's just not happening.
And, she said she is having dreams where she is telling me/begging me she doesn't want to be here for another snowy winter. Her unhappiness is breaking my heart.
I had an editor from Asheville reach out to me last week. We spoke over the phone. The position is for a reporter/assistant editor. But, the conversation was brief and I think she may have gotten the wrong impression about my experience about an editor. I think I will write to her and detail my experience a little more clearly so she has a better understanding of who I am and what I'm looking for. IDK.
The newspaper goes to press three times a week which scares the heck outta me. Three deadlines each week, instead of one.
Then, there's a house for rent much closer to work. We'd be closer to stuff to do. But, the area is pretty depressing. IDK.
I really wish my mom would come and help just for a few weeks. But, I know that's not reality.
It's been very lonely here. I'm very tired and just want to feel settled where I am.
Yesterday, we bought two cheap tennis rackets at Walmart and some tennis balls and took the dog for a fun time playing tennis badly. It was fun.
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
