I'm sorry to read that you have been hurt again by H. Of course for him - it is all about him and his feelings- and as sucky as this sounds- try not to take his behaviour personally ( although you have heard this 1 million times- it's still true).
I'm glad you went forth with your plans of mani/pedi. Life is for living and nothing should stop us from that. Keep going bright. You are figuring things out. So just keep going.
Xxx ((((()))))
TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home