MLC is all about depression and confusion and they do things that are totally out of the ordinary. Affairs don't have confusion in the mix. Take some time out of your day and do a search on affairs and you will see that affairs do not have the same make up of MLC and the affairs that generally come along w/MLC.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.