We are still alive and moving, don't we. After almost a year and life is moving forward, we are finding our way to this new life.
And again I agree with Toots, H is in his whole world of self pity and still does not see anything.
It's still about him. I doubt at first about the whole MLC stuff, but the way H is talking lately, it made me believe he is going through some bad stuff.
The depression is obvious and he is deep into it. I really wish he hits rock bottom. Maybe it will be the only way for the crazy head to get some professional help.
Even if he does not come back, he is still the father of my kids, and I wish I can see him strong again, believing in himself. A person in one piece.
Thanks Toots, for all your kind words and the call for reality along with lines of hope.
I wish I could understand what goes in H's head, I know well I need to detach and be "the fly on the wall", but sometimes it just bothers me to think that he comes and says all these stuff, always talking about our M, R and yet he is letting this D happen.
Well, it's not what I should be thinking or wasting my time with. So, that's what I am going to do, think about the nice dress I want to buy this weekend, so I can shine on 7/9 when meeting H for mediation.
Sometimes, I can picture us being some power puff girls.
