Please, understand that what I said about getting mixed up because my online friend is not a reason to stop communicating with you.
You are a strong and very lovely man that has been helping me a lot during this difficult time in my life.
I do not want to stop writing to you or getting your advices and well wishes. It keeps me going, it strengthen my soul.
You may be surprised but one of the things I really love about you, is the fact that you a holding your household together, that you are very responsible with your children and put yourself second when it comes to them.
It shows me that instead of weak, you are very, very strong and you care. You are enduring a lot of pain and a hard time, and still find the strength to care.
I don't know what life holds for us all in the future, but like Toots says (and I agree with Toots!) that M and H is just one part of our big life. We have a lot of life ahead of us. A lot to live for and a lot to find, explore, enjoy.
You will always be my sweetheart, a smile in my face.
