Yeah Matt, you're right. It's all been negative since the kids moved out. Been so depressed, and I'm having a hard time facing the next month or two...

But here's some peace tonight: my younger son and I are together on the couch at my friend's house, watching old Seinfeld episodes on TV and just messing around on our laptops. He's such a good kid, at 18 never fails to show how much he loves me. I love him so much, and I'm living in this moment, enjoying his company before we both go back to our respective homes tomorrow.

And you know... your girls are going to love their dad just the same when they get older, because you are loving them so well right now.

Internet hugs back to you, my friend.

Me: 46 Her: 41
M: 5.5 yrs / S: 20, 18
3/26 W and I meet OW
BD: 5/2/2015, she takes off ring
W goes to stay with OW 6/26
NC: 9/5 Both moved out: 10/16
I take off my ring and feel... healed: 10/19