Her eyes betray her heart, which is heavily clouded over at the moment.
Trust her eyes, and yourself.
I have been advised to become friends with the loneliness as well. To swim in the depression as opposed to drowning in it. And to ask everyday what the pain is trying to teach me. Some days I have answers, some days I don't.
More big hugs to you,
PP
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