Summer of Growth and Acceptance

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Matt and T33, thanks for stopping in. The silverlining for me, at least part of it, is realizing I spent too many years away from being the real me. I just became a lump and lost my spark. I am sure I became a pretty unattractive person to be around. I think it got buried in work, my M, resentment, unhappiness with myself, and on and off depression. Unfortunately, my H thinks he made me unhappy and vice versa, which is not true (at least for me). It was our circumstances, but not necessarily H. Hope to get that spark and joyfulness back by the end of summer. Have to get out and start doing what I love to do. She there somewhere.