Working on it, but affair hasn't ended yet...

[t33]

That's so interesting. I like the neighbor analogy. I hope I'm strong enough. I can't be the only one interesting in saving the marriage. I seems like a losing fight since i'm the only one interested. I guess that's the point.

The A started Emotional in March and Physical in April. But yes, she's got a calendar reminder for his birthday at the end of July and of course he'll be around at work. I thought about removing it, but that account is the last one she hasn't changed her password on, so it stays. It's on my mom's birthday too - how nice!

I do need respect back. She says she respects me but again, believe nothing of what you hear and actions here spoke volumes.

I've just request NMMG from the library, thank you for the recommendation.

Just wish I knew what to do with myself.