I've been sifting.. I have actually surprised myself how much *stuff* if let filter out... And away. Getting to be in a much better place. But the sifting is interesting.... It leaves the *big* pieces exposed and unhidden.
Abandonment.
I see how it affects my feelings in several situations. I don't see clearly enough to sort through it yet. It's gonna take awhile.
On a positive note, these bigger issues are more exposed due to the diminishing "so what" issues. I feel good most of the time, despite my brief breakdown last night... As I was sitting alone in my humongous, nearly done kitchen... Overlooking the new-ish redone backyard xh and I did. I felt pretty small and alone... But... Over it...
Hey my peeps! Hope you all are well. Hey to all the newbies! Too many... Makes me sad, but glad you found this place.
