The unfortunate thing is I know I'll be interact with ww tomorrow to pick up the boys and gather some more of my items from the house. Once OM brings his dog to stay, I will no longer want to step foot in the house, as it really feels like there's no part of it that's mine. I'm really not sure how to interact around her anymore. She's not the person I knew for 14 years and as recently as 6 months ago was excited about buying Xmas gifts for.
I've got a lot of GAL activities this weekend - games and movies with the boys tomorrow and working out, friend's bab-q and bday celebration SAT and taking the boys to watch the world cup in KC's Power & Light district with 18K other people. Should be a blast and looking forward to it.
However, getting nervous about the interaction tomorrow. It's such a catch 22 - I miss her and want interaction, but I miss the person she WAS, not IS. So, when I do interact it just hurts. I was finally coming to terms with using the time to work on me and time being a gift, but with how fast she's pushing to move things, I feel like I don't even have control on that gift.
M-33 W-33 S-11, S-8 M-11, T-14 BD - 12/26, Divorce Filing and admits to affair (her) 4/18 I moved out 5/23