It is painful. I did the same thing. Get out of your house, everyday. Do something. Anything. And everyday do a little more.
It is hard and you will have ups & downs. I just had a down and I've been D'ed for 6 months.
When you see her make the most of it. Act as if 100%. Do your best.
Me: 32 W: 29 T:8 M: 6 D4 S2 M - 8/2008 W is not happy - 1/2014 W wants D - 9/2014 W moved out - 11/2014 D filed - 1/23/2015 D'ed - 2/25/2015 Gave X the Letter - 11/10/2015