OK. Let me try this again. I typed several paragraphs and lost.
I don't understand why the counselor told him not have any contact with because it may muddy the waters. But a few weeks ago she wanted him to move back in. I don't get it. I see her this coming up Tuesday and I plan on addressing the issue with her.
So this is my third day without any contact what so ever. I am trying not to think about him, but I can't help it. I wonder if he is missing me at all or does he care. I get my D back tonight so this up coming week will be focused on her.
His brother told me just be patient with him. His family is really upset that he is doing this. They don't understand what he is thinking.
I have fallen into a deep depression and taking my meds. I can't wait for them get completely into my system. I am taking some for anxiety as well.
