That happens. I was the same as you in the beginning. Now? Well if I say I don't think about her I would be lying. I do think about her but I'm no longer a blubbering mess any more. Getting on an even keel is crucial for your wellbeing. It takes time and it won't be easy but it is critical. Not just for you but for any chance of your M working again.
Me:43 Her:42 M:14 S:9 EA started 2014/03 (or there abouts) PA started 2014/05/30 BD:2014/11/05 I left 2015/10/01 I returned 2015/05/02 She left 2015/06/10 OM still on the go.
