Inlyshp, I'm so sorry to hear that, and that you're finding things so tough just now. This is a dark time my friend, but things will get better truly. Give yourself some time to grieve and then you can start moving painfully forwards. And as time goes on you will feel stronger and stronger.

You aren't losing it, but do reach out for help from those who love you and want to support you. Try and set yourself some mini goals. Today I will get dressed and make a little lunch, walk around the block, call a friend or family.

Even in a few days, you will start to feel better, just look after yourself right now, and know that there is a life full of joys still to be lived for you out there. You will get there & don't lose hope.

In the meantime, can I give you a huge virtual hug? (((((((inlyship))))))))

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We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus