That's your choice buddy , if you want to give up then no one on here will try to stop you.
That's the great thing about us. We all have a choice I've read through all your posts and you have attracted a great many posters that are trying to show you that hope is there if you want to embrace it. If not move on with your life I think you'll find either way you have to move on with your life and DBing helps you do that and perhaps help your M.
My sitch is married for over 20 years to a woman that loves me more than life ( her words). She' now lives 20'mkles away from me and our 4 kids My world was rocked and still is but time and this board gets you through it
Get the books , read Cadets homework and choose a path for yourself
