hold on! - 10

[u-turn]

and this ^^^ bothers me because clearly I am not detached enough to not care - and my distrust is so deep that I don't know how I would shake it.

distrust of W and her potentially glomming on to another broken soul to repair who strokes her ego. This seems to be a problem that I'VE had. Even if OM1 were a thing of the past, how would I ever get past it and not suspect that every male lost soul that she wants to fix is not the next predator?

From many of the text messages that I am still trying to un-see from a year ago, this was the case (two broken souls that found each other and leaned on each other - blech)

I just don't want any more predators or even potential predators around my family.

She would deny all of this and think I was just jealous and crazy - and we cannot talk about it.