Pigpen that's what hurts the most I keep trying to grab any hope (like this website) but don't think she'll come back. I look at your stories and don't see any hope for mine
HOPE is within YOU! Their is always HOPE IMHO until YOU decide otherwise.
When you first got married you never believed she would change either. Right?
SO - TRUST the PROCESS - Believe in YOU. CONTROL that which is in your CONTROL and let go of the rest.
Everything will turn out just as it is meant to be.
