Yesterday we only chatted by text twice regarding the kids. At work she told somebody it's still over but they said she sounded concerned and a bit confused. In the evening we had a pleasant time and shared a few laughs. Later in then evening she worked out at home and I told a walk for exercise. When I came back she was cold and distant so I gave her space and didn't pursue. This morning she said she didn't sleep well at all and continued to be cold and distant. I kept a positive PMA and stayed as happy as I could be. I guess it should be expected for her emotions to fluctuate greatly. Still - if she is hardening her stance it feels like she is doing everything she can to distance herself and get rid of any feelings for me.

Naturally yesterday I found out my work was going to call her to offer the job to her. I've asked them to wait and am stalking them as long as I can to hopefully give her time to decompress before she turns down an opportunity of a lifetime in the midst of emotional crisis.

The kids go to parents tomorrow morning to spend some time during summer break. I'll continue my PMA while they are gone and try not to pressure and pursue her.

Had my first DB coaching session yesterday. Felt better after that and felt better at home until later in the evening when she turned cold.

I haven't given up yet - but I am struggling.

Me: early 30s Her: same
M: 5+yrs T:10+yrs
D (2): under 10s
OM PA - Began Apr/15
A Discovered/ILYBINILWY: Start of May
Removed ring: End of June