Hi Bright! Oh, honey... I feel for you. It made me feel so sad to read your post. I agree with job, don't jump to any conclusions yet. But, be careful, too.
It is a crazy thing, what our mind does to us with the unknown. Try to keep your focus on you. So glad you went for the mani/pedi and sandal shopping! You have come a long way, baby! I love that. See how amazing and strong you are?! I know it doesn't feel entirely like it bc you are hurt inside, but to be able to continue to carry yourself along shows tremendous strength.
Again, you don't know, so don't let it carry you away. However, if he does come there with an ow, do your boundaries change? Do you still feel like you would be willing to help him with certain tasks?
