Awww ...Bright... I hear you. I sooo get it. This does suck but I am so proud of you. He is a jerk. He's weird. He's not the H you were used to but you have those memories.
He's moving on and not looking back.
DO IT! MOVE FORWARD TOO!
You can and should move on. You will heal. There is hope.. just be yourself. No obsessing over him. Just as the advice given to me on these boards - "they" don't deserve the mind space. You will be the VICTOR!!!
